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“Come on being single is great I’m loving it”, I gloated.
Liam gave me a look and I said, “Sorry mate but it is!”
“Louis just shut up”, Zayn said.
I rolled my eyes at him and pranced around and ran right into a girl.
She had soft auburn hair and the prettiest brown eyes.
“Sorry”, she stuttered.
“Its fine”, I stuttered back.
“Enjoy being single now Lou”, Harry teased.
“Ya…” I stuttered.
The girl blushed and I said, “What’s your name love?”
“Amanda”, she replied smiling.
“I’m Louis”, I said smiling back.
“Nice to meet you”, she said.
“Would you like to hang out sometime”, I asked?
“Sure”, she said excitedly.
I handed her my number and she smiled and slipped it into her pocket and said, “I’ll text you.”
I nodded and smiled after her as she walked away.
“Adios bachelor life”, Niall said.
“Hush”, I said.
My phone buzzed a few seconds later.
I opened the text and smiled.
Unknown Number: Hey babe it’s Amanda J
I grinned and happily typed back, Hey babe ;)
We started to continue walking and Liam sat down on a couch in the mall and began to text or attempt to.
His trembling hand didn’t help much.
Niall sat down next to him and said, “You want me to Liam?”
“No its fine”, Liam said angrily tossing his phone aside and hitting his hand hard against the wall.
“Hey Li its okay”, Niall said rubbing his back.
Tears came to Liam’s eyes and he said, “I can’t do anything anymore and all everyone does is try to do it for me and I’m sick of it! I’m sick of my hand I’m sick of my life.”
He stormed off to the bathroom and Niall went to get up and Harry stopped him and said, “He’s not going to listen to us Niall he needs Kayla.”
Niall sat down and grabbed Liam’s phone and texted Kayla within a matter of minutes she was here and storming into the men’s bathroom.
A few minutes her and Liam came out.
“Me and Liam are going to go somewhere we’ll be back around ten tonight”, she said.
We nodded and her and Liam walked out their arms hooked through each others.
“I don’t think he’s ever going to be the same”, Niall cried.
Zayn patted his head and said, “It’s all gonna be okay mate.”
“His hand is never still and he’s never talks to us or does anything anymore”, Niall cried harder.
I sat down next to Niall and said, “He’s going to back eventually Niall, Kayla will bring him out of this.”
He nodded and said, “Let’s just go back to the hotel I don’t want to deal with half of this anymore.”
Harry hugged him and we walked back to the car and Paul said, “Niall really don’t worry Liam’s going to be fine.”
Niall nodded softly and said, “I really hope your right Paul because I need my friend back.”
Paul gave him and sad smile and when we got back to the apartment Niall hurried back to his room and Harry came over to mine.
He pulled out his phone and I said, “Texting Sophia?”
“No Kayla”, he said.
“Harry you can’t do that to Sophia we both know you’ve had a thing for Kayla from the beginning.”
“Were just friends”, he chuckled.
“Go Skype with Sophia I think its just that you’ve been away from each other for so long that your starting to like Kayla again.”
“I’m not Louis”, he growled.
I pulled out his computer and took his phone and said, “Now!”
He called Sophia and she said, “Hey Hun.”
“Hey babe”, Harry said glaring at me.
“Why you calling”, she asks.
“Louis told me to he thinks I need to talk to you because he says I’m being crazy because I miss you.”
“Oh have you been crazy?”
“No”, Harry said.
I looked over his shoulder and saw Sophia her skin was cream colored, her hair was black and ran down to her shoulders and her eyes were chocolate brown. She was pretty but I knew very well that Harry thought Kayla was prettier.
The boy always did like brunets and blondes and Kayla was right in-between with her light brown or ash blonde hair.
I got another text from Amanda saying: Can’t wait to see you again Lou J
I texted back: No worries we’ll see each other really soon J
Maybe I wanted to be back in a relationship as long as it was with Amanda.
I drank from my beer bottle when I shifted my eyes across the dance floor and saw Josh and a girl dancing close and almost grinding really which made me laugh just a bit. But then I saw her face.
I walked over there and said, “Kayla?”
She smiled and stopped dancing and grabbed my beer and took a sip and said, “Hey Harry.”
“What are you doing? Why are you grinding with Josh?”
She giggled and said, “Lighten up Haz what happened to you, your such a puss I know you sleep with a lot of them but doesn’t mean you have to become one.”
I glared at her and said, “I’m not a puss and you have a boyfriend! Jai remember I’m sure he won’t be happy to know your grinding with our drummer.”
“Ya and I wasn’t happy when I found him in bed with a girl either Harry now let’s dance”, she said wrapping her arms around my neck.
“Really”, I asked?
“Yep sweet huh”, she smiled.
“What a dick”, I said putting my hands on her waist.
“Well he is what he fucks”, she said winking.
I laughed and said, “It was a girl right? Not a guy.”
“I would be in jail if it were a guy”, she said.
I chuckled and swayed with her.
She then bit her lip and a sad look came to her eyes.
“Has he not texted you”, I asked?
“Nope. I’ve been giving him space but I just can’t anymore I miss him”, she said crying on my shoulder.
“Well he misses Danielle a lot I can tell that and he never does anything anymore and hardly smiles and his hand never stops trembling not even when he’s asleep cause of all the nerve damage in his hand.”
She nodded and said, “Gosh why’d this have to happen to Liam? He’s just so sweet and it happened to him.”
I rubbed her back and said, “I know.”
“I bought a ticket to every show just so he’d notice me at some point.”
“You didn’t have to do that we would have given you tickets how can you even afford that?”
“My parents gave me a lot of money to help me deal with the break up I’ve been coasting through the U.S.on it.”
I smiled and said, “Kayla it’s gonna be okay you can see him tonight at the apartment.”
“Thanks Harry”, she said smiling up at me.
Gosh she was so beautiful but I was with Sophia.
I danced slowly with her with her head rested against my chest and my hands around her waist.
“So how’s Sophia”, she sighed.
“Good”, I said.
She nodded and I felt myself falling for her again like I had before Sophia but I’d never told her.
I pushed back her hair and said, “Kayla Jai was stupid for letting you go.”
I sniffed and said, “So I’ve been told but I’ve never actually felt like he was.”
I pulled her over to a couch in the club and pulled her into my arms and said, “He was Kayla your beautiful your so perfect.”
Why was I saying these things to her and not Sophia?
She rested her head on my shoulder and said, “You always were a charmer Styles.”
“I told you not to call me by my last name were too close for that.”
“Ya like family”, she said.
Damn that stung.
She laughed and said, “Whatever Styles you could never be family you’d have to be a horny creepy uncle then.”
My mouth dropped and then shut as the old Harry seeped back in.
“Whatever you’ve become somewhat of a whore grinding over there with Josh”, I said.
She shoved me off the couch and then hovered over me and said, “I am not a whore! But I like to do it”, she laughed.
I chuckled and flipped her over onto her back and hovered over her and licked my lips and said, “If I weren’t dating someone I would totally do you.”
She giggled and said, “The old Harry would do me no matter what.”
“Well he’s a whore. You like him?”
“I miss him he’s not really here anymore.”
I pulled her up and into my lap and traced her jaw with my finger and said, “He’s right here.”
She buried her face in my neck and said, “Prove it.”
I remembered how we used to be and I grabbed her hand pulled her to the car and said, “Come on like old times.”
She chuckled and laid down next to me and cuddled me close and played with my curls.
“I remember sleeping next to you all the time”, she said burying her face in my chest.
“I know so do I”, I said burying my face in her hair.
She shut her eyes and I rubbed her back and then I heard a voice say, “How cute.”
I opened my eyes and saw Zayn laughing at us.
“Shut up”, I said.
Kayla sat up and scooted over so Zayn could get in. Niall stumbled into the passenger’s side and Louis who was the most sober of us all got into the drivers seat.
He drove us to the apartment and Kayla rushed in to see Liam.
I was second rate it seemed when he was around. But as I rounded the corner of the apartment she popped out and kissed my cheek and said, “Thanks for everything Sty…Harry.”
I smiled and said, “Whenever.”
She smiled at me and went inside.
It was cruel wasn’t it, what I was doing to Sophia.
We pulled up to the house and the kids were jumping up and down as they got out of the car.
Taylor and Zayn pulled in behind us and got out and the kids were excited.
I breathed in and Harry put his hand around my waist and drew me in close.
I put my head on his shoulder and pecked his lips.
Taylorsmiled at me and Zayn did as well as we walked up the path.
“Mummy”, Christian shouted jumping for me to carry him.
I handed Harry Lyric and lifted up Christian who hugged onto me tight.
Harry rang the door bell and a girl with brown hair and brown eyes opened the door smiling and said, “Oh Harry, Zayn, Taylor and Kayla come in.”
She looked me over and I blushed and walked in.
Harry still held me tight as we rounded the corner.
“Niall, Harry, Taylor, Zayn, and Kayla are here.”
Niall came around the corner holding a boys and girls hands.
My heart dropped at the sight of the five ear old that looked just like him and could have been mine.
Harry’s grip tightened and called me back.
I looked up at him and slid my hand down to his bum and pinched it reassuringly.
He grinned lightly and Niall said, “Hey guys.”
“Aw look it’s a mini Niall”, Zayn said jokingly about the little five year old.
“Oh yes these are my kids Cody, Ethan, and Annabelle.”
I smiled at them and the one the looked like Niall smiled back.
Gale hugged onto my waist and I smiled at him and he said, “Aunt Kayla when do we get to go swimming?”
I smiled and said, “Soon.”
“Oh is that your son”, Haley asked?
“No that’s Zayn’s but Kayla and Taylor are so close that they might as well be co-mothers.”
I smiled lightly at him and I said, “Yes we haven’t stopped being friends.”
“That’s nice”, Haley said.
The one who looked like Niall ran towards me and said, “You look like that girl in the photo albums!”
I grinned and said, “Ya that’s probably me and you look just like your daddy”, I said tickling his chin.
He giggled and said, “What’s your name?”
“Kayla”, I said.
He smiled and he said, “I’m Ethan!”
“Nice to meet you Ethan.”
He giggled and I smiled.
Niall’s eyes me gaunt and I starred and blushed.
Harry was growing uneasy so I said, “Zaynab and Liam should be here soon.”
Niall nodded and Haley said, “Great.”
We all sat down on the couch. I leaned against Harry and played with his curls and said, “It’s going to be okay.”
He put his head on my shoulder and I caressed his cheek.
Christian and Harry Jr. cuddled close to me and I cradled Lyric in my arms while Harry heldTroyand Jory on each leg.
“Your kids are beautiful Kayla”, Haley said to me.
“Thanks they look a lot like their dad.”
Harry rolled his eyes and said, “Only the first four the next three look just like you.”
I pushed him away and Lyric moaned, “Mama.”
Niall’s eyes rested on her and he said, “She’s like a duplicate of you.”
“Ya that I agree with”, I laughed.
The doorbell rang and Haley got up and Liam and Zaynab and their kids walked in seconds later.
I jumped up and gave Harry Lyric.
“Andy”, I shouted opening my arms.
His face broke out into a smile and he ran and jumped into my arms.
I kissed his head he held onto me tight.
“Gosh you just get more handsome every time I see you.”
He blushed and he said, “I missed you.”
“Gosh I missed you too”, I said.
Zaynab looked stressed and Liam said, “He loves getting the weekend calls from you.”
“Well I love talking to you”, I said tickling Andy.
I then saw William said, “Will gosh you’ve grown.”
He smiled lightly and hugged me.
I then hugged Sam and said, “Gosh you’re beautiful Sammy pie look just like your daddy.”
She giggled and then I picked up Niall and said, “And now the cutie that rivals them all Niall!”
He giggled and shouted, “Kaywa Kaywa!”
He buried his head in my hair and Niall stared at me.
“You want to hold him”, I asked Niall?
“No I’m fine.”
I smiled lightly and set Niall down.
“So who wants to go swimming”, Haley cheered.
“Is Louis coming”, Liam asked?
“Yep”, Harry said.
“Come on guys lets change you into your swim suits.”
I picked up Lyric and took the kids to the bathroom with the suit case.
I pulled on Lyric’s little swim dress, helpedTroyand Jory with their swim trunks; I helped tie Christian’s shorts. Harry, Darey, and Darcy dressed themselves.
Darey wore a swim shirt and shorts; she was the tomboy while Darcy wore a pink bikini.
I tied on my turquoise bikini and tied my hair up and put on sunglasses.
I walked out of the room and Niall stared at my body and I blushed and said, “What?”
“Nothing just wondering how you kept your body like that after seven kids.”
Harry’s face got red making me notice him and his perfectly toned body still there at thirty five.
I let my eyes travel him and I said, “Well me and Harry get a lot of exercise together.”
Harry crossed his arms and said, “Since when?”
I strutted over to Harry wrapped my arms around his neck and said, “You know our favorite place to get exercise…our bed.”
A smile crept to his lips and he said, “Oh yea.”
Niall turned away and I kissed Harry and said, “Honey you look hot.”
“I don’t feel hot…” Harry said.
I rolled my eyes and said, “NOT THAT WAY YOUR FREAKING ABS!”
He laughed and said, “Oh! Thanks babe you look pretty sexy too.”
“Must be all that exercise.”
He grinned and said, “Come on lets swim.”
I locked my fingers in his and we walked outside and the kids were splashing around in the water.
Darey and Andy had automatically reconnected and Darcy was following them around jealously looking for attention. Barrett and Harry and Christian were splashing around while Jory andTroy and Gale were bobbing in the water.Taylor was holding Lyric is the water.
Lyric giggled but when she saw us she hurriedly reached for us.
Harry smiled at her and jumped in and I followed.
We swam over to our baby girl and she wrapped her arms around Harry’s neck and made cooing sounds.
He smoothed out her soft blonde hair and tickled her tummy making her laugh.
I reached out for her and Harry handed her to me and I kissed her head and said, “Beautiful.”
“Maaa and daaa”, she yelled.
“Ya ma and da”, I said.
“Wuv ooo”, she said.
“I wuv you too”, I cooed.
She giggled and said, “Dad da.”
Harry took her and cuddled her close and said, “She looks so much like you.”
“She’s like me too in personality.”
“She wants you all the time”, I said.
He handed Lyric toTaylorand drew me into his arms and kissed me hard and I put my fingers in his wet curls.
“I love you”, Harry said.
I put my head on his shoulder and said, “I love you too.”
“Even after seeing Niall. No regrets.”
I wrapped my legs around his waist and pecked his lips and said, “None.”
Niall was watching us intensely till Haley came out and wrapped her arms around his middle and kissed his cheek.
She had a great body too and I had no idea why he spared mine a second.
But I turned back to the one I wanted the one I chose.
He looked at me fearfully with his green eyes and I said, “She’s really pretty.”
“So are you”, he said.
I smiled at his body and said, “How exactly did I get a hottie like you?”
“A very tense process.”
I put my head on his shoulder and said, “God I love you Harry.”
He held me tight and said, “I love you too! WITH A PASSION!”
I laughed and Christian swam over and said, “Mum can you play with me and Harry.”
I wrapped my arms around Harry’s neck and kissed him before I pulled away and said, “See you soon honey.”
I swam around with Christian and Harry Jr. for awhile before I got out of the pool and sat on the side.
Niall sat beside me and said, “Your kids are really cute.”
“Thanks”, I said.
He gave me a sad smile and I said, “I haven’t seen you in forever.”
“Ya it’s been a long time like seven years”, he said.
“When Christian was born.”
“Sorry I never came to see you”, I said.
“It’s fine. Understandable.”
“I never even called”, I said.
“I got Christmas cards”, Niall said jokingly.
I smiled and said, “The Christmas cards.”
“I particularly like the one where Darcy’s laying across everyone’s lap. Reminds me of you”, he teased.
“I never did that!”
“Are you kidding me? We’d all be sitting and none of us would move over so you’d just lay on all of our laps.”
I giggled and said, “Whatever!”
“Well you used to get angry too when you couldn’t sit you’d get all angry and jealous that all the boys were cuddling me and come out naked sit on my lap and say BED ROOM NOW!”
Niall laughed uneasily as if remembering when times with him had been good and not like the end.
“It wasn’t all bad”, Niall said.
“It wasn’t”, I said.
He looked at me sadly and I caught Harry staring at us intently.
Niall hugged me and said, “I’m sorry about how it ended I just hope we can forget.”
I hugged him back and said, “Ya I hope we can too.”
When I looked back Harry was gone and I said, “I have to go get something.”
Niall nodded and I ran to the room me and Harry were staying in and there he was throwing things at the wall.
He turned around angrily.
He grabbed me and threw me on the bed and said, “Nothing is it?! No regrets what a lie!”
“Harry it is nothing”, I said.
“You guys were hugging bet you did even more once I was gone.”
“We were forgiving each other.”
“Whatever”, he yelled.
I cried out and said, “Harry I swear.”
“Shut the hell up”, Harry yelled back.
I hopped up and said, “Maybe you made the wrong choice in wanting me.”
“Maybe I did!”
That stung horribly.
Tears streamed out and I ran out of the room hyperventilating.
I didn’t know where to run and I ran right into Zayn.
“Sorry Kayla I…why are you crying?”
I sobbed and he pulled me into his arms and said, “Come on what’s wrong? Is it Niall?”
I shook my head and said, “Harr…Harr…Harr…Harry said he…he…I…” I couldn’t get the words out at all.
“Shh”, he said soothing me.
“He was just mad.”
I shook my head and he kissed the top of my head and said, “We all knew seeing each other again was going to be hard. Trust me it’s gonna be hard for me and Taylor once Louis comes.”
I sobbed and said, “I just want to go home.”
Zayn rubbed my back and said, “Sh…”
Harry came by starred and then walked out and Zayn said, “Go lye down.”
I nodded and went to mine and Harry’s room changed out of my bikini and into my pajamas and laid on the bed and fell asleep.
I woke up to someone crawling into bed.
I looked over and saw Harry.
I moved to the other edge of the bed and I heard him sigh.
He touched my back and I pushed him away.
“Kayla”, he said.
“Harry don’t talk to me.”
He sighed and said, “You hate me?”
I didn’t hate him I loved him so much that my heart ached for him and I said, “No.”
God I needed his arms around me.
I let my leg touch his and he said, “I’m sorry. I hate this trip I feel like I could lose you at any moment.”
I sobbed and said, “Harry I’m not leaving you. I could have ran to Niall after the fight but I didn’t.”
“No you ran to Zayn.”
“No I ran away trying to find somewhere to be alone and I ran into someone who cares about me.”
“Kayla I care about you.”
“You said you made a wrong choice.”
“I was angry Kayla I’m so sorry!”
I cried harder and he touched my back and I sobbed.
“You’re never going to love me like you used to are you?”
I didn’t reply and he rolled over and cried, “I’m sorry.”
His crying hurt me.
I got up and went into the bathroom and starred at myself in the mirror and wiped away my tears.
I opened my suitcase and pulled out my phone and looked at my texts
I opened Zayn’s.
Zayn: You okay?
Zayn: Still asleep?
Taylor: Where are you?
Taylor: You just ditch me?
Taylor: LOUIS SHOWED UP AND YOUR NOT HERE?
Taylor: What’s wrong?
Taylor: Why won’t Harry talk to me?
Taylor: Zayn says something happened between you and Harry?
Taylor: KAYLA PLEASE?
Taylor: Kayla what happened?
Taylor: Are you okay?
Niall: Kayla are you okay?
Niall: Was it me?
Niall: I’m sorry
Louis: I’m here…where are you
Zaynab: Are you okay?
Liam: Where are you are you okay?
Liam: Andy misses you
Harry: Babe I’m so sorry!
I replied to Zayn: Ya I was
Taylor: I was in bed and ya he texted me and we had a fight :’( I need you…
Niall: Yes I’m fine it wasn’t you
Louis: I was in bed
Zaynab: Ya sure
Liam: Ya fine…I miss him too I’ll hang out with him tomorrow
I ignored Harry’s I’d already heard it.
Taylor and Zayn and Niall texted back.
Niall: Okay good
Zayn: Okay hope things are okay
Taylor: Your room? I’ll be there.
I heard the door open and I heard Harry jump up and say, “What?”
“Kayla texted me! What did you do? I swear if you hurt her I’ll kill you!”
“Please just get her out of there! I’m scared she hates me!”
“What’d you do?”
“She’ll tell you just go!”
She sighed and opened the door and saw me on the floor.
She shut the door and said, “Kayla what’s wrong?”
I sobbed and said, “Harry said he made the wrong choice in loving me…and that I should have just gone with Niall.”
I cried and she then touched my back and said, “It’s all going to be okay Kayla. I don’t think he meant it. I think he loves you so much he’s scared he’s going to lose you at any moment.”
“Why? I tell him everyday how much I love him! I don’t want Niall! I want Harry! I love Harry!”
I cried and Taylor pulled me close and said, “You’ve gotten through so much and yet we end up here whenever we get you in-between Harry and Niall.”
I sobbed and she said, “Do you remember when Darcy and Darey were born?”
“Remember the way Harry looked at them with such doting eyes and when he looked at you I remember thinking how love could form in someone’s eyes so visibly. I saw a look I’ve never seen anyone give anyone. Zayn’s never even looked at me like that. He gave you a look of wanting, lust, need, love, romance, and lasting love.”
I blushed and she said, “He loves you so damn much Kayla!”
I looked away and said, “I know.”
“He didn’t mean it”, she said.
I nodded and she said, “Just forgive him.”
I nodded and she said, “Get some sleep.”
She walked out and I heard Harry say, “What happened?”
I got up and grabbed the knob and went out.
My eyes fell on Harry’s face it was utterly miserable.
I’d done that.
I sobbed and ran into his arms and said, “Harry I love you! I need you! You can’t leave me ever!”
“Kayla I love you so much I can’t bare this trip it makes me feel so weak against the pull to steal you away.”
I pulled him close to me and kissed him and said, “I love you Harry I’m not going anywhere.”
He cried and buried his head in my hair.
I kissed along his neck and he sighed and tugged at my shirt.
I nodded and he pulled my shirt off and threw it aside.
I pulled off his and slid down his body and kissed all the way past his naval till the end of his pants.
I then unbuttoned them and slid them down.
Through his boxers I saw his erection poking out.
I kissed the thin material covering it and he let out a raspy moan.
I pulled them off with my teeth and he moaned.
I ran my hands up his legs and he pulled me up and said, “None of that tonight. Just love. No lust.”
He really needed loving tonight it told me.
I pushed him down onto the bed and he slid off my shorts.
I rested on his chest while he pushed away my lace panties.
He pulled my naked body close and held me near for awhile before spreading my legs apart and thrusting in.
His length felt large inside me making me moan out.
He covered my mouth not wanting others to hear and he thrust in faster and faster each thrust telling me he loved me.
I felt a butterfly feeling in my stomach as my orgasm ran through me and collided with his.
When it was over and we were covered in a layer of sweat we cuddled close and fell asleep in each others arms both knowing how much we loved each other.
Kayla comes out the next morning close to Harry and I know I did the right thing.
Darcy and Darey automatically cling to Kayla wondering where she had been.
But most of all Christian and H.J. climb into her arms crying that they missed her and thought she was hurt.
She soothes them by playing with their curls that resemble their fathers.
Harry bites his lip guiltily and I give him a look and he looks away.
Andy then comes in rubbing his eyes and when he sees Kayla he just lights up and runs into her arms.
She pulls him close and kisses the top of his head and says, “Sorry I didn’t stay around long enough yesterday.”
Kayla always seemed non-maternal but really she’s as maternal as you can possibly get kids seem to just gravitate towards her and her own kids are addicted to her mere presence. Maybe it’s just that she has an addictive personality or maybe its something about her face that keeps everyone’s eyes attached to her.
Even I find myself staring at her sometimes and even now after its been 11 years since the entire cheating thing Harry and Niall still look at her in the same way. I stare at Niall he’s near his wife whose name I constantly forget and he’s starring at Kayla like he always is.
She’s just so happy all the time now that it seemed like such a flash back to what is was like 11 years ago last night.
Zayn’s arms wrap around my waist and he kisses my neck and he whispers, “Is she okay?”
“Yes”, I say leaning back into him.
“Are you okay”, he asks shooting a look at Louis.
I turn around touch his cheek and kiss him softly and say, “Yes.”
He pulls me closer and I tug on his tee shirt.
He grins and we head back to our room.
He pushes me onto the bed and I giggle as he moves up my body to kiss my lips.
He grinds our hips together making me moan.
I flip him over so I’m on top of him and I slide down his body to the button of his pants.
I unbuttoned them and slide them off his ankles and smile at the large erection poking out of his boxers.
I slide off his boxers and flick the head of his member with my tongue making him moan. I then make a circular motion on the head teasing him.
He bites his lip to suppress a moan and then he pushes my head down so I take the whole thing in my mouth. I bob my head up and down quickly making him moan throwing his head back in pleasure which makes me smile. I pull away just before he can cum.
He flips me over and pulls off his top and then he pulls mine over my head and quickly undoes my bra. He flicks each one of my nipples with his tongue. I moan and he smiles and then bites the top of my thong and slides it down with his teeth breathing hot air on my inner thighs.
All of the sudden I feel his tongue in my pussy.
I moan out in pleasure and say, “Zayn don’t stop, don’t stop.”
“You like that don’t you”, Zayn teases.
I nod furiously and he grins and jabs two fingers into me and I shriek.
He pulls his fingers in and out quickly making my moan. He then stopped and pulled me closer then pushed his large member inside me making me groan loudly.
He thrusted in quickly not letting me adjusts to his size.
I felt tingling pleasure running through my veins before I shouted, “Zayn! ZAYN! I’m gonna cum.”
“Me too”, he moaned biting his lip.
He then cummed inside me making me cum. He moaned and pulled out and laid down beside me and said, “Just like we were 11 years ago.”
“Maybe a bit better”, I said cuddling into his side.
He smiles and pushed back my hair and kissed my lips.
I don’t think this reunion is easy on Niall at all and it’s even worse because Ethan is becoming attached to Kayla just like Liam’s son Andy is. She’s like a magnet to children and everyone else. She’s like that popular girl that annoyed me at school but she’s not mean at all she’s this happy person all around.
I feel left out in a way cause it’s like being a new kid at school every ones already got their own group.
From how I see it Harry and Louis are best friends, Kayla’s best friends with Taylor and Zaynab and Amanda is slowly joining them, Zayn and Kayla are close too, and Liam is close to her too. The kids all sit around them and I feel me and Niall on the side. I can tell he wants to be over there but doesn’t want to leave me alone.
“Go ahead. Hang out”, I say.
He gives me a half smile and says, “Come on join.”
“No it’s fine I’m fine being the loner here.”
He gives me a sad smile and I say, “GO!”
He smiles and runs off to go hang with his old friends.
I start to make lunch and Kayla walks in and says, “Can I help?”
“Sure”, I say surprised.
She smiles and heads over towards the sandwiches and started putting mayonnaise on them.
She had this serene look about her and I said, “You not like being out there?”
She shrugged and said., “I feel big headed out there surrounded like people I’m quite tired of that seeing as I’ve been surrounded by people most of my life since I was like eighteen.”
“When you started dating Harry”, I asked?
She paused and then looked at me and then looked away and I knew that it was because of Niall.
“Oh right”, I said.
“It was worse after everything that happened, more hate I was supposed to be Niall’s princess they said but a princess is a hard thing to live up to and I definitely didn’t I hate myself everyday for what I did to him but the fans wouldn’t accept that it required extra security whenever me and Harry went out then.”
“Well it wasn’t entirely your fault he cheated too”, I said.
She had a spaced out look like she was living in memories and she hardly realized I was there and that intrigued me a bit.
“I guess but I was the start or Harry was one of the two it doesn’t matter he stopped but I didn’t. And then I had no choice but to abort Darcy and Darey or go with Harry and I chose correctly I think. I loved Niall I did… I still do in a way but I’m glad I chose Harry he was the one for me I guess in a way it was gods plan for all of that to happen so you’d get Niall.”
I sighed and said, “He still loves you.”
She starred off for a minute and said, “Ya I know. Does he still have the ring?”
“You know about that?”
She looked down at the sink trying to hold back tears I think and said, “Ya that was the hardest part. I saw it and I knew that he loved me and wanted me and that we could have forever had it not all happened. It was a really pretty ring.”
She starred down at the one on her finger and said, “It hurts to be here I pushed this trip hoping to get along with everyone again and I am, I’m getting along fine with Niall but its so hard being in-between Harry and Niall again. Niall’s not fighting for me but Harry’s fighting him for me still like I can’t stay away and the only reason I came here was for Niall but most of it was just so everyone could just be together again and so I could spend time with Zayn and Taylor like I used to instead of every weekend.”
She was complicated and I said, “I always wondered what intrigued everyone about you and now I know.”
She looked up and said, “Your personality is so different and addicting you’ve got this soft, angry thing going on and your thoughtful mysterious and have this dreamlike creative set in your eyes.”
She smiled lightly and said, “Crazy is what that is.”
I smiled; I really liked her she was this sort of fairy tale princess even if she didn’t think she was. I saw exactly why Niall couldn’t give up on her. I don’t think anybody would be able to.
But I could tell just by the way she ran out straight into Harry’s arms that she was loyal now, loyal to him and wasn’t going to falter in her love.
Niall was safe from her even if she wasn’t safe from him.
I think I now realize why Andy dislikes me so much right now.
10 years ago when me and Liam were trying to get me pregnant the treatments weren’t working and we were becoming desperate so we started looking for egg donors and we couldn’t agree on any of them.
Kayla got tired of seeing us arguing and offered to donate one of her eggs.
I got pregnant with Andy from her egg and we’d managed to keep it a secret from all the kids till now. I think Andy knows and that’s why he’s so attached to Kayla now and Liam he sees them as his real mother and father.
I bury my hands in my face in the living room realizing this.
The treatments finally worked with the other kids and I was able to have them without Kayla’s help.
The secret was pretty well hidden since Andy looked so much like Liam the only people who knew were me, Liam, Kayla, Harry and now Andy. There were a few times when I swore I saw Kayla in Andy. His eye shape and his jaw and eyelashes and eyebrows were like hers and I always starred at him whenever the bits of her popped out.
I watched Andy climb into her lap and hug her tight and she looked down at him so adoringly and I saw it again the ways they looked alike. Liam saw my distressed look and rubbed my back and I said, “I think he knows.”
“I know”, Liam said.
“He looks so much like her sometimes.”
He looked at Andy and said, “Ya I guess he does.”
“Maybe if I had waited for the treatments to kick in like I did with the others this wouldn’t be so hard.”
He pushed back my hair and kissed my neck and whispered, “Life is hard. Kayla’s helped us tremendously I’m forever grateful for her giving us Andy and its gotta be harder on her than you.”
“Zaynab you’re his mum but she’s his mother she gave him up so we could have a kid and it must be terrible for her to see him and him not being hers. He loves her like his mum right now cause he feels left out cause as much as you like to believe that you don’t treat him differently you do your just different around him. Kayla’s not like that to anyone’s kids she’s just maternal as can be.”
I nod and lean on him and he says, “It’s all going to be okay I’ll talk to Kayla.”
I put my head his lap and relax.
Kayla, Taylor, and Zaynab are really nice. Taylor and Kayla are as close as can be and so are Kayla and Zayn.
They all seem to have their own language that no one else gets but them.
Zaynab’s the opposite of Taylor and Kayla. Taylor and Kayla have these creative, dreamlike minds and are very hyperactive where as Zaynab is really laid back and soft spoken.
The other wife Haley doesn’t seem to hang out with them and I suppose it’s because of Kayla and Niall but they seem to get along just fine but they’re also very careful too cause Kayla’s husband is always very watchful of he when Louis’s not distracting him.
I sit down next toTaylorand she looks startled and shoots Kayla a look.
Kayla looks over and down then makes upward motion with her eyebrows.Taylorthen sends her back a slight mouth twitch and Kayla bobs her head side to side.
Taylorsighs and Kayla and Harry run off into the ocean.
She bites her lip and I don’t know what to say.
“I really don’t care what happened in the past I suggest all of you just get over it all of you are these grudge holding people why not just forget.”
She glares and says, “He almost ruined my relationship.”
“And that was his entire fault? No it was yours too!”
She glares and Kayla comes over and says, “Hey girls.”
“He was seductive it is his entire fault”,Taylor shouts.
“Tayloryou know very well it was not all his fault it was you too”, Kayla says.
“You’re taking her side!”
“I’m not taking sides but your being irrational.”
Taylor rolled her eyes and left and Kayla said, “People need to just accept it wasn’t just one person and that it was years ago, I’ve accepted it and I know it wasn’t just Harry, Niall, or me it was all of us.”
“It was her and Louis”, I said.
Kayla nodded and said, “Zayn sort of drove her to it in the beginning too but still they were the main contributors.”
Louis came over and said, “Hey guys, see you guys are friends.”
I nodded lightly I did think of Kayla as my friend maybe this trip wasn’t as bad as everyone had thought.
The trip ended with everyone making up and everyone kept in touch especially me and Niall which I think always made Harry a little uneasy but I made sure to let him know everyday that he was the one for me.
2 months ago
She smiled at me so happily and I grinned back at her and she threw her head back and said joyfully, “Liam I can’t believe were getting married!”
I smiled brighter and rubbed her leg and said, “Neither can I, I can’t believe I got someone as beautiful as you.”
She blushed and leaned over and kissed me on the lips and let her fingers run through my hair and I played with a strand of her dark curly hair.
“I love you”, she whispered.
“I love you too”, I whispered back.
Then a car slammed into her side and threw us across the road rolling.
My breath caught in my chest and I couldn’t breathe.
I blacked out for awhile but when I came to I heard sirens and my rough breathing.
I saw bright lights and heard people talking and I felt bloody streaming from my legs, arms, head, chest, every where really and when I looked over I saw something that scared me to death.
My hand went right through the door of the car. Through the metal and all. I looked to make sure it was still attached to my arm and it was but it was purple, blue, and trembling and I couldn’t feel it.
It was trembling along with the rest of my body though.
Tears streamed down my face and my throat let out whimpers and I heard cutting and I whined and a man said, “Its okay were getting you out. Is it just you in there?”
I looked over then and saw Danielle her head was against the dash and blood was streaming from her head.
“Nnnooo my girlfriend’s in here too get her out first! Please…” I cried.
“Okay sir just stay with us.”
I nodded and thought about how much I wished to boys were here I felt all alone right now.
They got Danielle’s door open and got her out and then the man said, “Okay son were gonna get you now your hands stuck in the door so we’ll have to cut around it don’t be scared were not gonna hurt you.”
I nodded tears were still streaming down my face.
“What’s your name”, the man said trying to distract me from the sound of the saw cutting around my hand.
“Lii…Liam…Payne”, I stuttered.
“Liam Payne okay were gonna get you out of here. Okay?”
I nodded again and said, “Okay.”
“Okay now we’ve got room for you to pull you hand out can you move it?”
I started move my hand out it trembled and moved slowly and they opened the door and pulled me out gently and put me on a gurney and moved me into the ambulance.
“Danielle? Is she okay”, I asked?
“We don’t know yet they already drove off to the hospital with her.”
I cried and the man said, “Hey, hey who do we need to call son?”
“Myy myy mates and mum, dad, sisters, and manager probably…” I cried.
“Manager? You a movie star or something”, he asked?
“Singger”, I sobbed.
“Okay were gonna make sure to keep you alive so you can keep singing. Okay?”
I nodded and he said, “By the way my names Arthur.”
I smiled lightly and they started to clean up the blood and patch up some of the wounds but they tried their best to leave my hand alone.
They rushed me into the hospital and started to start an IV and stitch me up more and then a guy said, “Hello Liam I’m Dr.Fletcher I’m going to assess your hand function okay?”
I nodded and he sat down and gently touched my hand examining it and said, “We’ve called your friends and family they should be here soon.”
I nodded and said, “What about my girlfriend Danielle? Is she okay?”
I saw a look in his eyes and I screamed, “No! No! No!”
“She’s brain dead but Liam you have to keep calm we need to fix you.”
I banged my head back and sobs escaped me and I cried terribly.
“Can you close your fingers?”
I moved them lightly but they didn’t close and he said, “Are you able to keep your hand still?”
I shook my head no and he said, “Okay Liam it looks like you may have so nerve damage but don’t worry were going to do our best to fix it.”
I cried and he said, “How about we let you see you family for one second.”
The boys rushed in and said, “Oh god Liam!”
I sobbed, “Danielle’s deaddd!”
“Aw Liam”, Niall said pushing my hair back.
“It’s going to be okay mate”, Zayn said.
I heard our manager talking to the doctor.
“How long is recovery?”
“At least two months”, he said.
“Great I’m going to have to cancel the tour in Australia thank god I don’t have to cancel the American one too.”
All our manager cared about was us not being able to do tours.
Yep I loved how people treated me as if I were a sack of money and not a person.
“Liam are you excited to be back to work”, the interview lady asked me.
“Ya it should be great”, I said putting a fake smile on my face.
“He’s been meticulously trying to decide on his outfit for his first day back”, Harry laughs.
This interviews words are so planned out to hide exactly what I’m feeling.
Pain and loss.
“So you’re here for your American tour. Exciting right?”
“Yes very” Niall says.
“He loves the food here”, Zayn chuckles.
When the interview ends the boys say, “Hey Li you want to go get a drink.”
I shake my head no and say, “I’m tired I’m gonna just watch TV.”
“I’ll stay with you”, Niall volunteers.
“No go”, I say waving then glaring at my hand as it trembles in the air.
Niall gives a sad smile and then walks out with the rest of the boys and I sit on the couch and rub my hand and bite my lip as it brings up terrible memories.
I turn on the TV and scan through the channels a run across the interview on TV and sigh at the person I’ve become.
Fake and utter plastic.
I haven’t talked to half my other friends in the longest time.
Josh comes in and says, “Hey Li. Where are the other boys?”
“Drinking”, I say.
“Ah surprised Niall’s not skyping with Shannon or Harry with Sophia.”
I bite my lip and look at my lap thinking about how I might be skyping Danielle right now had it not happened.
“Oh sorry mate I didn’t mean to.”
“Its fine”, I say smiling up at him.
“Want me to stay and watch with you”, Josh asks?
“No go hang with the boys.”
He nods and says, “Have a good night Liam.”
I nod and flip open my laptop and turn on the videos of me and Danielle and tears run down my face.
I never told the boys we got engaged that night it would just add to the real tragedy of the story.
I shut my eyes and fall asleep and then I feel a tickle in my stomach and jump and a familiar voice says, “Hey ditcher.”
I sit up and see Kayla, my best friend and I say, “Kayla!”
I pull her into my arms and hug her tight and she cuddles me close and says, “Hey Li.”
“Why are you here?”
“Ran into the boys at the pub and my best friend wasn’t with them so I had to come and see you since you haven’t called me in forever.”
“Ya well a lot has happened”, I say sadly.
“Ya I heard you don’t seem to want to talk about it so we won’t if you want to at some point feel free to I’m here for you but I bet you already have plenty of people giving you sad eyes.”
I smile widely at her and say, “I missed you.”
“I missed you too Li”, she says and sits down next to me and puts her legs in my lap like old times and says, “So what are we watching?”
I grin and rub her leg with my trembling hand and then blush and she grabs it and says, “It must get a lot of exercise moving all the time.”
I laugh and hand her the remote.
She flips through and then she laughs when it lands on toy story.
“You good with this one Li?”
I laugh and say, “Yes.”
Niall walks in and joins us and I can tell he’s smiling at us knowing that this is probably the happiest I’ve been since the accident.
Kayla runs her fingers through my hair and I lean my head on her shoulder.
She yawns and soon we’re all fast asleep on the couch.
I feel as if I’ll need Kayla to ever be okay again.
She’s my best friend.